I was sad and brokenhearted for so long, longing and needing to feel that I belonged somewhere. It seems that every time I would find someone that I liked they would end up with one of my friends, and so goes this vicious cycle of the love triangle. I finally found Phelan and he helped me regain control of my life, Phelan understood what was happening on the psychic level, and once I relinquished control and gave it over to Phelan was the first time in seven years that I actually felt that I had a little bit of control and I am regaining more and more control with each passing day.